I can't tell you what I need to, so I pop another pill or two. It's how I deal, with this ridiculous little hamster wheel. Why can't I just tell you how I feel? Why do I brush you off like it's not real? If you only knew how it sweeps me off my feet just laying on your chest listening to your heartbeat. How every night I miss what I know would be the perfect kiss. I just can't break through this. I built these walls up so high because I just can't weather another heart wrenching goodbye. But you woke the butterflies, got me tongue tied. If only I could get on the outside. If only I could tell you how much I love your soul. How just being next to you makes me feel whole. If you only knew how I'd shower you with everything you deserve. If only my knees would stop shaking and I could build up the nerve. I would hold you in my arms and never let you go. I would love you every second of every day, and then you'd know, how incredibly deep I treasure your heart. I'll be the girl that finally puts you together instead of tearing you apart. I'll protect you from the madness outside, be your safe place to hide. I'll hold on tight. I won't leave your side. I won't take you for granted or forsake your love. Because we are the stuff dreams are made of.